"The very fact that you worry about being a good mom means that you already are one."
I looked at the sun as it drowns itself into the basin of calm, lonely water. I checked my watch. It was past six in the afternoon. The clock is ticking. The sands of time are slowly falling, but the time is moving so fast. I could not breathe. I want to stay. I want to keep holding you. I want to keep you..forever.
I closed my eyes and as I opened them, the firing sun is slowly being beaten by the dark embrace of the night. "Change," I whispered. The only thing inevitable in life is change; that one thing that will soon set us apart from each other. Even so, I would not let it defeat me..us. We are stronger than anything, right? Nothing beats a mother when she is with her daughter :)
Nak,
LIFE is a bitch. It will do everything just to see you get down on your knees. Even so, do not give up. Remember, witnessing a sunset is an indication that you surpassed another day of cruelty. Live to see the daylight. Always strive to see the daylight. Wen? I cannot stay beside you forever. You need to learn how to stand on your own. This is your life; you need to be in control. I will just guide you..kahit asa malayo man ako. Remember that distance should not matter. Sure, I will miss the hugs and those moments when we would just look at each other and we already know what those looks mean. I will miss the tampuhans and the irapans. I will miss those moments when you would just sit beside me and say nothing..just sit beside me. I will miss you MOST of all.
Haaaiz.
This is getting a little dramatic. I want to thank you for being a sweet daughter. Majoy, always remember that I will never leave you. I will always be your mommy and your friend. I want you to smile all the time. I want you to embrace life the way I do. I want to see you become the person you want to be. I want to someday hear you say, "Mommy, sa wakas." You know what I mean. So please help yourself. O'rayt? :))
Hemm bago pa maging heavy drama ito..Nak, I love you! If you feel lonely, just look at the sky and look for the cutest cloud :)) baka mag-hi ako bigla run. Hehe
Remember my rule: NO ROOM FOR REGRETS.
It is up to you kung susundin mo oh hindi :)
P.S. Kapag magkikita tayo ulit, super hug tapos papanood ko ulit si Bizarre Love Triangle para sumaya ka :))
Love, Mommy
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