Beacuse I am back in the game -.-

It really saddens me that I did not complete the 30-Day Picture challenge. Have not even accomplished half of it. Dey-am!


:'(


Uhh. Whatever.
Been busy with job-hunting the past weeks.
Been busy with my new work the past days.

Been busy thinking about myself the past hours.

Been busy thinking of this the past minutes.



I really am a busy person, ay?
Anyway, I want to tap my back and say, "God bless. Welcome back. Win the game."

"If.." I love that word..you taught me that.

If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I’d roll outta bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted then go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I’d kick it with who I wanted
And I’d never get confronted for it.
Cause they’d stick up for me.

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man.
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it’s broken
So they’d think that I was sleepin’ alone
I’d put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’d be faithful
Waitin’ for me to come home (to come home)

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man.
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted (wanted)
Cause he’s taken you for granted (granted)
And everything you had got destroyed


It’s a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I’d forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong


But you’re just a boy
You don’t understand
Yeah you don’t understand
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man
You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you’ve taken her for granted
And everything you have got destroyed
But you’re just a boy

This this this is w-what is p-p-playing inside my haead..head.

30-DAY PICTURE CHALLENGE 11

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YOUR FAVORITE SCHOOL BINDER

I do not think I have one.

Maybe I really don't have one.

Yeah, I do not have one.

Because my best friend and I used to just write notes on any piece of paper

:D

Binders were just displays..or just things to remind myself to study.

It was not effective, though.

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SOMETHING FROM YOUR CHILDHOOD
My mom calls this the Chinese Bamboo.
I am not sure if she is certain about it. Even so, this brings memories of my childhood days. I do not know how old this plant is. Maybe 30 years plus? Whatever. All I know is that this is already a part of our family. Every November (or October?) this Chinese Bamboo will start to flower and they are always lovely. I remember that we used to put Christmas lights around them. Oooh those days. I wish I could go back. Maybe just go back for a couple of minutes to experience that joy I haven't felt for years since we forgot how it is to be a kid :)

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SOMETHING YOU USE DAILY

My earrings and my "blings" heh

Just feel so naked without these things :D

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YOUR SKY

I do not feel great today.

Not as great as the sky.

I missed a long-awaited coffee date with my best friend.

Someone totally makes me feel so unimportant.

I think I have tonsillitis.

It is the second of November.

30-DAY PICTURE CHALLENGE 07

YOUR FAVORITE QUOTE

All this time, I thought the Picture challenge number seven says, "Your favorite movie quote." So there. Ish. Haha! This is one of the hardest to fulfill because I am a lover of quotations. Quotations from novels, songs, movies; sometimes even commercials or advertisements and just from normal conversations; I get a lot of quotes. Whew. Maybe I would create another post for that. ANYWAY, why this? Well, this quotation from ONE DAY just summarizes one of my principles in life. Especially that with regard to REGRETS and all. Because I am not the person who is afraid of consequences of my actions..I am more scared of the consequences of the things I have not done.

SO..do what makes you happy and tell yourself, "Whatever happens tomorrow, we had today."

NO REGRETS at all :)

30-DAY PICTURE CHALLENGE 06

SOMETHING THAT MAKES YOU SMILE :)

Jessie's Girl by Rick Springfield

♪You know I wish that I had Jessie's girlI wish that I had Jessie's girl

Where can I find her, a woman like that?♪

This is just so sexy and makes me want to dance and sing like lalala every time :))

30-DAY PICTURE CHALLENGE 05

SOMETHING YOU WORE

My grad ball dress or gown?

Fresh from the old box we are keeping under the stairs :D

This is what I chose just because this dress carries a lot of memories I would forever treasure - even in an old box as well :)

30-DAY PICTURE CHALLENGE 04

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YOUR MAILBOX

We do no longer have our mailbox. Plus mailbox is not really a culture here in the Philippines :D

But if I were to put one outside, something like that will do :))

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taken just this aftenoon^^

SOMETHING YOU LOVE

SUNSET

The combination of sadness and loneliness I feel whenever I get to witness the sky change its color from a soft blue into a blazing gold adds mystery to the life that is resting inside the palms of God.

I am starting to realize a lot of things again. Thank YOU, Lord for guiding me. Thank you for giving me this great light to finally see again. I thought I have lost You, because I stopped holding on. Then I realized that You never let go of me. Thank you. I will forever praise YOUR NAME.

30-DAY PICTURE CHALLENGE 02

YOUR BREAKFAST

A cup of coffee and just one (pack? not pack) of Nissin Wafer. I am not that into breakfast. I dunno. Nasanay na. Coffee's enough. I remember, in my college years, I never gave that much attention to breakfast (except when I was in first year, because my parents sent mo to a board and lodging-type dormitory) and it was okay. And now, I do not think I can go on without pouring myself a cup of coffee :))

Enjoy your breakfast! :)

30-DAY PICTURE CHALLENGE 01

A PICTURE OF YOU

next: Your breakfast

AHA!?

http://30daychallengearchive.tumblr.com/post/16066117838/picture-challenge-30-day

PICTURE CHALLENGE?

not mine

CHALLENGE ACCEPTED!

not mine again

"Yet"

I knew it.

I know it.

I will know it.

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Your thoughts could never escape mine.








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PETRICHOR

I remember when I used to hate rain because it goes with thunder and lightning – every child’s nightmare. Then came the time when I would pray for it to drop by. Why? Just so I could play outside and pretend like one of those people in movies where they cry under the pouring rain (aha an early couch potato) and just so I could witness a bangkang papel race. Even so the rain did not give up on me. There was a time when I went home from school, soaked and shivering. I was in the primary level then. I hated it when I had to wear my raincoat. It was so hard for me to breathe and I felt funny. Why? Well, my raincoat was different from other children’s. Mine was weird. Maybe not that weird, but I found it – and still find it – weird. Aside from that, who does not hate that moment when you finally get to sit inside the bus and be protected from the angry spat of the rain, you could feel that uncomfortable feeling because your clothes are all so wet. I do not think that further explanation is needed here. You know how that feels. Uhhhhllll. 

Now, who could forget that smell when the water rain finally hits the so dried ground? It is that smell that not all people would love. It is that smell that even when invisible, it is as if I could see it; slowly moving, dancing with the wind, reaching my senses. It gives my heart a therapy a chocolate cake or a good bath could not give. It is something different; maybe because it goes hand in hand with the rain? And when the rain pours, its sound and even how the lights outside radiate cleanse my tired soul. You know, like when you stand under the shower and the bubbles are being washed. That is how it feels. Sigh. I have been missing the rain. I miss those warm afternoons that I take a nap and get awakened by the scent that indicates the coming of that something I love and hate at the same time. I am still praying that one of these days, the clouds will pour. 

Come on.

Just one time.

I just need to relax..or maybe I just need to play outside and to be able to pretend to cry.

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THE BIG BIG BAAANG!

I remember about how Summer (of 500 days of Summer) loves her hair and how easily she could cut it. I guess I could relate to that – though in a slightly different way. I mean, I love my bangs. I love it so much that I do not let others cut it for me. And, whenever I feel like it already needs a bit style and swag, I get the scissors (and oh yes, I pronounced SCISSORS inside my head as “is-kiy-zors”) and click click click – just like that. Tadaa! SWAG. 

:D 

At first, I thought, how can she love her hair if she could cut and let go of it that easy? I never understood it until one day – yes, that cliché of starting a story with “One day” – when I was about to cut my bangs, I pictured Summer cutting her hair. Not that I look like her, only that something inside my brain was mechanically activating different parts and it somehow touched that part that carried that scene (oooh complex!) So there. Cut cut cut..and cutting my bangs does not mean getting rid of it. It only means I care too much that I want it to look cool..that I want it to look just like how I want it to xD Maybe that was what Summer was thinking about. 

Hmmm how about you?

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INTELEHENTE bersus POTAPETE

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3yPiNH-_zrk

Ayan. Dalawin mo pag may oras ka.

Astig pa rin pala si Abra.

Nakakamiss talaga

:D

IGMG

IGMG

FlipTop - Crazymix/Bassilyo vs Loonie/Abra @ Dos Por Dos Tournament

Ikaw ba si Zaito?

Galing. Ngayon lang ulit ako nagka-oras para manood ng Fliptop Battle. Na-miss ko laban ni Zaito. Astig pero ni Bassilyo. Ewan kung gaano na siya katagal, pero ngayon ko lang siya nakita :D Galing. Bilib pa rin ako, pambihira. Iba ang banat niya. Hindi tulad nan sa ibang generic talaga.

Hehe.

Tutuloy ko pa panonood. Nabanggit kasi ni Bassilyo na nag -gay lingo siya kay Abra non. Gusto kong mapanood :D

BTW.

Astig ng intro mo, bagong Idol.

CHANGE = STRESS

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I miss those times when the only things that make me smile are the photos that people reblog in Tumblr. I remember spending hours in a day just clicking OLDER POSTS and smiling - sometimes even GASPING - because of those things that I can relate to. Sigh. I wish I could go back to that time. Everything was easy. The only problem was whether to reblog directly or to save the photo and upload to make it look like I was the first one to post the item. Now, things are even more complicated. Should I or should I not? I do not regret anything. Not even that day. Not even TOMORROW. I just want to let this thing out. Because I can already feel it..I am about to snap once again.

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Tell me the truth.

SERYOSO AKO >:-\

Nahihirapan ka bang ayusin schedule mo sa dami ng kelangan mong puntahan? Kung payag ka, bili tayong planner at ako mismo mag-aayos nyan.

Di nga?

Seryoso ako.

LIFE..CUNNINGLY BEAUTIFUL

Life is really a great challenger. Once you get to be born in this world, you can never run nor hide from its games. If you do not gamble, you become a loser. If you play fair, it would eat you alive. The trick is you have to have the courage to dance with it and you have to have the honor to do whatever it takes to survive the things it has prepared for you the moment your heart started its first beat.

It is just the beginning of life for me. I am twenty and that does not mean I am near the end. This is just the beginning for me and I do not have even the slightest idea how to survive life until the end. I face problems each day of my existence on earth. I face problems about what to eat for lunch or problems about whether I would go buy a family guy DVD or not. These problems are still problems no matter how great or small they may be. An ice cream is still an ice cream whether it is dirty or class-slash-supreme. What I mean is I am facing great problems now. I am facing those “I do not have money to pay for the mortgage” kinds of problems. These are far greater than the ones I mentioned earlier, but I will say it again, “THEY ARE ALL THE SAME” and one thing that concerns me is that if I find it hard to solve the little ones then how would you expect me to solve these greater problems I am in right now?

Sometimes, I think I am the only person in this world with such big stones or should I say rocks to move. No. Maybe I should include my parents. Sometimes I think my family is the only family in this world with such ROCKS to move. Good Lord. Sometimes I even think this is all not fair. Then I look around when everything gets too heavy on my side. I look around me. Oh, you bet, I see faces most of the time. I see people’s faces smiling and laughing as if telling me, “Hey, you. You are unfortunate.” Then on the other side I see the faces of those people I think contribute to the pain I feel most of the time. Then it gets darker and darker and even heavier. Then I smell the air and I smile. I am actually inhaling oxygen. I am breathing and alive. That makes me feel better at the end of the day.

Now, you may be thinking how I am able to survive two decades in this world when I cannot even solve gnome-like problems. I am not even sure about that. Well, I have my family. They do not solve them for me, but they sure help me see how it gets done. But, as I was saying, when things get darker and darker it is very hard for me to see the pieces of the puzzle and so the picture ends up chaotic and unsolved. This is where the light enters and this light is not just a light. It is a bond of different colors when seen in another perspective. Then you will just realize that in order for you to piece the puzzle of life, look at it in a different way just so you could see how wonderful the spectrum of colors is.

Now, let me get back to life – the great challenger. People say life is beautiful. It is beautiful only when you look at it that way. I have seen life for how many years now. At first, it was beautiful. Then it turned into a manipulating monster. Then it was beautiful again. Then it became a slutty bitch. Then it was beautiful again and again. In twenty years of trying to see what life really is, I realized that it is a beautiful slutty bitch trying to teach us something no one could have ever taught us. It presents challenges that could either make you or break you into pieces and I would want to go for the first one. So, instead of raising my hands up saying, “You win,” I would play the game. I am not a good player, but I am someone who is good enough to make things different. I can make something difficult look like it is a very easy task. I can make a monster look like a cuddly huggable bear-like creature and so I guess I can make life’s games look like they were not made to break me, but to make me.

Okay. I am really enjoying this thing. I am a mess right now and I have no one to talk to and so I am pouring my heart out of this piece of sssshhhh. It is working. Oh, before I forget, I want to tell you that the last time I actually looked around, I saw no faces of people saying “You are unfortunate” and I saw no faces of people who contribute pain to my life. What I saw were people on the streets begging for money. I saw kids digging gold bars from a pit of garbage. They look broken and awful, but they were happy. They were even happier than I was. They were even happier than I am. That made me realize that if these people, two hundred miles away unfortunate than I am, can get on with life smiling then I maybe I can too. You can, too. We all can.

28 SEPTEMBER 2011

BECAUSE JODI PICOULT SAID..

"The very fact that you worry about being a good mom means that you already are one."

I looked at the sun as it drowns itself into the basin of calm, lonely water. I checked my watch. It was past six in the afternoon. The clock is ticking. The sands of time are slowly falling, but the time is moving so fast. I could not breathe. I want to stay. I want to keep holding you. I want to keep you..forever.

I closed my eyes and as I opened them, the firing sun is slowly being beaten by the dark embrace of the night. "Change," I whispered. The only thing inevitable in life is change; that one thing that will soon set us apart from each other. Even so, I would not let it defeat me..us. We are stronger than anything, right? Nothing beats a mother when she is with her daughter :)

Nak,

LIFE is a bitch. It will do everything just to see you get down on your knees. Even so, do not give up. Remember, witnessing a sunset is an indication that you surpassed another day of cruelty. Live to see the daylight. Always strive to see the daylight. Wen? I cannot stay beside you forever. You need to learn how to stand on your own. This is your life; you need to be in control. I will just guide you..kahit asa malayo man ako. Remember that distance should not matter. Sure, I will miss the hugs and those moments when we would just look at each other and we already know what those looks mean. I will miss the tampuhans and the irapans. I will miss those moments when you would just sit beside me and say nothing..just sit beside me. I will miss you MOST of all.

Haaaiz.

This is getting a little dramatic. I want to thank you for being a sweet daughter. Majoy, always remember that I will never leave you. I will always be your mommy and your friend. I want you to smile all the time. I want you to embrace life the way I do. I want to see you become the person you want to be. I want to someday hear you say, "Mommy, sa wakas." You know what I mean. So please help yourself. O'rayt? :))

Hemm bago pa maging heavy drama ito..Nak, I love you! If you feel lonely, just look at the sky and look for the cutest cloud :)) baka mag-hi ako bigla run. Hehe

Remember my rule: NO ROOM FOR REGRETS.

It is up to you kung susundin mo oh hindi :)

P.S. Kapag magkikita tayo ulit, super hug tapos papanood ko ulit si Bizarre Love Triangle para sumaya ka :))

Love, Mommy

sa BINALONAN

Dahil nawawala raw ang scrapbook ni Mr. Camaso

Mr. Camaso!
God bless and Good luck!





























Hehe :D
Salamat sa pagiging late sa klase ko at sa poker face mo kung minsan. taga-Rosario ka pala, kababayan :D anyway, galing mo sa paggawa ng scrapbook a. Ikaw ata may gawa nung lahat ng mga ka-dorm mong students ko rin :D
Good luck sa'yo. Hanapin mo yung scrapbook mong maganda ang cover kasi marami akong comments dun. Lalo na yung sa medyo last na :) yung may puso tapos pag-open eh picture niyong dalawa :))
Keep your faith! Stay cool and handsome like ME :)
Wag na rin gaanong EMO :)
Sana next time may sarili na kayong restaurant tapos pupunta ako run. Sure akong maganda ang music dun kung sakali :)
God bless!

Ma'am Krin

POCKETFUL OF SUNSHINE

I GOT A..

I GOT A..

I GOT A..

I GOT A POCKET..GOT A POCKETFUL OF SUNSHINE.

I GOT A LOVE AND I KNOW THAT IT IS ALL MINE OH..OH..OH..OH

Been singing this for how many times now. I dunno. Maybe because I remembered Easy A and the part where Ema was singing and it was really cool and that I also want to feel cool because I am not actually happy at the moment?

Yeah. Could be.

(SIGH)

Nothing. I am not okay. The world irritates me. Damn it.

CHASING CARS

The rain was pouring and I felt it through my skin just by looking out the window.
The cold wind enveloped my body.
I was shivering.
My hands were cold as ice.
I felt your stare.

It was warm like a blanket.

Our eyes met.

I have seen your soul.

It is as wonderful as the drops of the rain yet it is not as cold as them.

Then you decided to avert your gaze.

I looked out the window again.

I watched the cars passing by.

I was smiling inside.

I was hoping you have felt it too.

It was the comfortable silence between us.

It was that warm gaze;  

that wonderful feeling that made me want to just lie there and forget the world.

It was you who made me realize that every second we experience in this life is worth sharing.

27AUGUST2011

Sabay tayong bibitaw..

Kinabahan ako kahapon. Akala ko mapapakanta na akong Huling Sayaw.

Tapos naalala ko, trilogy nga pala.

Wala pa nga nung HALIK

at

TAGPUAN eh.

Huling Sayaw agad?

P.S. Pero may tinatawag tayong exemptions.

Because Dani said, "Fight for it."

He is young and free.

What if I am just one of those bitches that goes hand in hand with his liquor and cigarettes?

What if?

What if NOT?

Because I so love my new Vans :D

Yung pakiramdam na para akong naka-Nike Air? O kaya naka-Ad Zero?

Yung parang anytime eh lilipad na ako.

Ganun yun.

Pero hindi nga naman totoo.

Pero ganun yung feeling..

kaya nga naman Euphoric na naman ako.

Kaya nga naman kelangan ko na namang i-preserve yung memory na 'to.

:))

I never thought I would fall for you. I have always been talking about never leaving the other one..not until I found you. You mesmerized me. The chills you bring to my spine whenever the wind blows are just soothing. Your glitter calms my already tired mind. I wish I could stay with you, but there are things that I need to do and that includes leaving you - for a while. I will be back, I promise. I will. And when that day comes, I will hold on to you, tight. Because I love you.. and I mean it.. like when the darkness embraces you and a flicker from the sky never ceases to twinkle for you.

Urdaneta City, Pangasinan

Pwede?

Allergic lang na naman kasi ako sa mundo. Ganda na ng mood eh, bigla pang nasira. Anyway, may gusto akong gawin (or sabihin?) pwede ba? Ngayon lang 'to, pramis. Pagbigyan naman na oh? Okay na ha? Oh..eto na. Minsan lang 'to. Totoo.

PUT  TONGUE IN A  

LUNG!

Sa plasa..

MATAAS ANG SIKAT.

MASAKIT SA BALAT.

PAGOD NA.

PAHINGA MUNA.

Dear YOU..

Someone told me that I have a resemblance to her; that it is not that impossible for you to feel something for me because of that. It made me smile, but I felt a twinge in my heart. If there is a reason for me to be loved by someone, having a resemblance to an ex-girlfriend would be last on my list. I know that you still love her. I do not want to replace her, though. It may be selfish of me, but I want to earn my spot in your life. I do not want to occupy the place she once shared with you. I want to build one for us even if it means a lot of difficulty and effort on my part. I want you to experience another world and this time, a world with me. I am not going to force you to erase her image as you close your eyes; her voice as you listen close to your heart; her touch whenever you feel the cold breeze of the night; but I will keep on waiting and giving you the best I can until her memory fades itself from your life and until the only image you long to see or voice you want to hear and touch you want to feel is mine.

This is not the first time that I have felt this way, but this is the first time that I have tried to do something about how I feel. This is not easy for me. This is creating lines and curls and colors of confusion inside my head, but I have to keep working. There is, again, no certainty. Even so, I want to give it a try. There is no longer a room for regret left inside my heart. Pain may visit me every time I think about how happy you were with her, but I cannot do anything now. She is the past, and even when she is still attached to your present, I will try to maybe own the future. Again, it may be selfish of me to think that way, but I need this. Sometimes, in love, you need to think of yourself as well and that is what I am doing now.

Our paths just crossed..what now?

Remember when I told you that maybe I do not deserve to be happy? Just today, I realized that I was wrong. All of us are worthy of happiness, but not all of us get to have the chance to find and grab that happiness so easily. Twenty years of existence, but I have never been so close to the peak of happiness that some of my friends (and some of the people I know) have already felt. Sure, I have been to places where I found myself laughing and smiling for countless reasons, but I do not want those places. I want to be in a place where I could cry, but in the end would feel that the tears are worth it. I want to see myself lying on the ground with someone who would choose to forget the world and would be content to have me beside him. I want to feel that I am worthy of something - that I am worthy for someone.

These past few days, I have been walking and walking towards a place I have never been to before. Every time I take a step or two, I stop for a moment and think. Am I going to continue or not? Will I be happy? Will this finally work? The hypothetical answers discourage me for a moment, but I keep on walking. Why is this so? I am not certain, but maybe it is because I want to try again. It is not easy for me - nothing's ever been that easy for me. Even so, I want to give it a try. Maybe it is because of the person who is making me feel loved and valued at the moment. Yes, there is no certainty that he will be there for me for a they lived happily ever after ending, but I want to give it a shot. I want to give it another try. Why? Because I feel happy and I want to reach the peak..or maybe just a glimpse of it.

Bucket list No. 117

SET FOOT AT GRILL STOP (Sison, Pangasinan)

Been riding Victory Liner for countless times now, but whenever we get to the grill stop, I just sit on my chair and enjoy the boredom for about twenty minutes. It is not that I do not want to leave my chair for the fear that someone might steal it away from me, (because the truth is that I really really really do want to get off the bus and experience what other travelers feel when they get off for a hotdog on stick, a cup noodle, a barbecue, or for a stick of cigar) but it's as if I cannot defy gravity.

But tonight..

I finally  decided to apply a "strikethrough" on my bucket list number 117. I really wanted to pee, but gravity's playing its trick again. It was telling me that I could still take it. "But it's 25 more minutes," I told myself. So? There..

Taken last week. Forgot to take a picture a while back. Too bad.

It felt great. My footsteps were echoing, or so I thought. The cold breeze kissed my cheek and the silence filled my longing ears. It was not Boston. I just got off a bus to go to the restroom, but it was a great experience. Why? Come on. It was on my list, remember? :')

PS: I always get to sit at seats 9 and 10
:D

Two is better than one, they say..

NOTHING FEELS BETTER THAN SHARING WHAT YOU FEEL TO YOUR BEST FRIEND

:')

with my Betch at Retro Diner (Baguio City)

Nag-iinarte lang. I miss you so much, Betch. I really miss our crazy days together. I feel so carefree whenever I am with you. We still have a lot of things to do in life, plus I have to accomplish even just one from my bucket list with you :') I think the hot air balloon would do :)

Anyway, I am a bit sleepy now. I need to create another post for tonight and so, I'ma cut this one short. I miss you. That is all that you need to know. Tata for now :p

Introducing: Mat :D

Kapag pagod.

Kapag iritado sa mundo.

Kapag inaantok na.

Kapag malungkot.

Kapag may pinanghihinayangan.

Kapag nae-excite.

Kapag kinikilig.

Kapag walang magawa.

KUMAKAIN SI

MAT

:))

Salamat sa bago kong nickname, Ma'am Ga :) 

Na-e-enjoy ko talaga!

MATON

Because I am a Celtic :p

I promised myself that I will no longer use my Facebook account; that I will only open and check for people's idiocies and superficiality. But then something caught my eye! A friend just changed his cover photo and from an I-will-no-longer-use-my-Facebook-account attitude, I changed into I-really-do-love-the-Celtics-team person and immediately clicked on the LIKE button (button?) So, even without Allen, I believe that with Rondo in the team (and of course, KG and Pierce) the Lucky Leprechauns will surely get their asses on the finals :))

Plus, they've got Jason Terry now :D
Welcome!

My FRIEND'S new cover photo on Facebook :))

Mas mahirap pang pigilan kesa sa ihi :))

Natawa talaga ako dito. Siguro kasi naka-relate? :D sino naman kasing hindi?

Haha

Naman. Sana tantanan mo ako.

:'))

My head is currently a horrible place to be o.O

CHAOTIC.

My mind's full of shit. There are colors and lines and tangled threads. Puzzle pieces are everywhere and I cannot even form a single image out of them. Words are scribbled across the wall of my damaged brain. I STILL DOUBT; FEAR; CURIOSITY NEVER FAILS; MY NAILS ARE; RIBBONS SHE GAVE; THE CUP HAS BEEN. I could not understand any of these. Then I could hear little people talking inside. I could see them now. They are weird. Looking around makes me even more restless and helpless.

I cannot think straight.

I cannot even remember how my peaceful mind turned into a monster of chaos.

Maybe YOU are the reason.

You whispered something in my ear awhile back that stimulated my brain. Oh yes, maybe you did all of these. What did you tell me? I could not remember.

Wait. No words. I could hear you, but there are no words.

What was it?

What did you tell me?

Wh--

I remember now.

Why did you let me listen to it?

When did your heart start to beat so fast?

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Because I can feel the string..

And even when the string is invisible, I can feel it and it is getting stronger each day.

I really am so thankful that I have you :')

Andito lang ako lagi, Kiah!

:'))

LOVE LOVE lots :)

Because it's Titanic!

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"I want you to draw me wearing this...wearing only this."

Because this part reminds me of you :p

Hindi naman sa ano, pero. . .

Minsan talaga kahit anong pigil mo, may mga bagay na sadyang hindi mo na kayang hawakan kaya basta-basta mo na lang binibitawan.

Sabi ko kasi sa tropa, "Siguro, kung gagamit ka ng idiomatic expressions sa kanila, hindi ka nila mage-gets."

Hindi naman sa ano, pero. . .

Pagod lang siguro.

For the nth time :D

This is like my nth blog since I learned how to hit "blog."

I can no longer promise that this one would last, but I am going to try to make this survive.

I am really bored at the moment and there are too much thoughts inside my head. It is as if there is a big roller coaster inside and - Ooops! Wait. My shoelace. Great - there it goes turning and turning and turning and I am sorry to those people I am thinking of right now, because you are probably riding my roller coaster and I tell you, you won't get out of it alive.

Anyway, I really am hoping that this blog would be able to help me get through this stage of my life I call the "Shoelace stage." Because you see, whenever I walk, I step on my shoelace and end up stumbling. That is why I always look down to check if my shoelace is still tightly knotted. If not, I stop then bow down to tie and end up missing little things in life.